But I'm not. My wake-up call (which comes from my iPhone AKA "Chopper the Big Doo-Dad") is set to go off at 5:45. The Hubs is leaving for a week for work and I always like to see him before he goes. Not to have a pity party or anything, but when he had to do business trips when we lived in New Orleans, I had friends that I could rely on to keep me company or meet me for lunch or dinner. Or maybe even come over and we'd wine-it out on the front porch at my neighbor's house.
Sigh. I miss those times.
So now, when The Hubs leaves, it's just me and the dog. I don't have any friends here yet (have I ever mentioned how long it takes me to find people to hang out with??) and I get lonely. Quite frankly, it's depressing as shit sometimes. I shouldn't complain - it is what it is and I knew all about it before going into it (knowledge!!). Now, I'm buckled in and the ride is in motion. No stopping and getting off.
I head to Pensacola on Tuesday for a 10:30 AM appointment. So, guess what?? My happy ass has to get up around 6:00 AM (the debbil you say!!) and on the road no later than 7:00 AM. Fucking ghastly!!
My life is so exciting... I'm pretty sure I can watch paint dry some days.
Have a good Monday!!
Gulf J.
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